Right thats it I'm going to tear the fucking house apart and find the little shit.
I just got fucking bitten by another mozzie I'm going to find the little bastard and fuck him up HE'S GOING DOWN >:)
man its soooo fucking itchy too, I wana scratch it sooo bad :\
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Bored to death
Its 2.15 and I dunno what to do haha. I was waiting for my dad to get off the computer so I could use it. When he was done I was like woot but now that I have it I dont really know what to do (^^,)
So I guess thats why I'm on here posting. Oh add meeeee and comment like mad too, I love reading peoples thoughts and reactions to my various antics hehe.
I just spent the last 5 minutes chasing a fucking mozzie around the room, dirty little bastard bit me >:( and now its really itchy grrrrrrr. Also made me spill tea all over my monitor the bellend.
What I could try is to get a better score on arcade mode in cod4, been playing the mission in the town where you have to defend it and then run back down the sodding hill o.o yes thats while a zillion loons with guns are trying to blow you away. Got 900 K or there abouts on veteran =D didnt die either. Still havent beaten the mile high vlub mission on veteran.... because its insane. I mean its almost impossible to do.
Its a bank holiday tomorrow which means I'l probably have to wait till tuesday to order my computer. I really really really cant fucking wait... imagine it I could have crysis by next week :O
Just a question but what sorta games if any do you guys like? I love rts's and shoot em ups fear and the total war series come to mind mmmm. I never really liked sports games at all which is fine cos I cant play em in real life anyway haha.
see ye around =D
Cian
So I guess thats why I'm on here posting. Oh add meeeee and comment like mad too, I love reading peoples thoughts and reactions to my various antics hehe.
I just spent the last 5 minutes chasing a fucking mozzie around the room, dirty little bastard bit me >:( and now its really itchy grrrrrrr. Also made me spill tea all over my monitor the bellend.
What I could try is to get a better score on arcade mode in cod4, been playing the mission in the town where you have to defend it and then run back down the sodding hill o.o yes thats while a zillion loons with guns are trying to blow you away. Got 900 K or there abouts on veteran =D didnt die either. Still havent beaten the mile high vlub mission on veteran.... because its insane. I mean its almost impossible to do.
Its a bank holiday tomorrow which means I'l probably have to wait till tuesday to order my computer. I really really really cant fucking wait... imagine it I could have crysis by next week :O
Just a question but what sorta games if any do you guys like? I love rts's and shoot em ups fear and the total war series come to mind mmmm. I never really liked sports games at all which is fine cos I cant play em in real life anyway haha.
see ye around =D
Cian
BSE burgers and beer.
Hey peeps :) man was yesterday epic or what went into work, didnt sleep either so I was in zoombie mode but it was grand ya know I survived =D well it went fine and I got picked up after n went shopping for some beers.
Why I hear you ask, well the weather was awesome yesterday, as in so good I think somebody moved the country south a few thousand miles. But anyway a few of my friends rang me during work and asked if I'd like to for a barbeque at one of their gafs. Even though I knew I'd be wrecked I was like ya sure. So I was buying beer for that anyway on the way home. I was in a really weird mood, wrecked because I hadnt had sleep in ages and excited cos I was going out otp (on the piss).
So anyway got home, changed and out the gap. There was only a few of us there at first but a few more people turned up and things started getting lively. I really dont know why the lads wanted a bbq as they cant cook for fuck. I actually had dinner in work and was sooo thankfull that I wasnt relying on the BSE burgers the lads were attempting to cook.
Before they started cooking they had to get a fire going, which needs fuel (not petrol now ffs) which means chopping wood n getting coal n all that. But whats a bad idea giving a fella thats drinking an axe. One of the lads who had turned up only about five minutes earlier was lucky he didnt lop his fucking hand off... Yes he was a complete pilloc and was holding the wood with his left hand while chopping with his right. I told my mum earlier she was like :o , was pissing myself laughing while doing it too. You had to be there there was blood pissing outta his hand but he was just screaming and calling himself a moron so we knew he was ok he just needed stitches. Two hours later he came back from A n E n proceded to get locked over the next few hours.
Anyways after that some food and a load of beers we were upstairs in yer mans room its big and has a pool table :D we were blaring music, talkin shite and all that. When yer man comes up with an ice cold litre of vodka and a few cans of redbull. I didnt really want to drink vodka I was half cut already and cos I was tired I though it would fuck me up. He handed me a glass saying participation wasnt optional, shut up and drink. I did a quick mental check in my mind as in going "Can you handle this to my body" which replied "CHUG CHUG CHUG" so I drank up hehe. Was glad I did too cos it was epic fun.
We were all wankerred at this stage n having a great time. Well I was anyway n all the lads seemed to enjoy it too. What was good was I soent most of the time doing what I love laughing my fucking hole off, then doing something stupid to make people laugh, then laughing at myself =D
All in all a good night spent in the company of a pack of morons just after getting their summer holidays :) and enjoying life. I love my friends to pieces I really do its nights like that make living life which can be pretty shit at times bearable. Atm my life is awesome on the scale of awesomeness.
Thanks to anybody reading my blog, people who have subbed n people who are trying to get me more readers :) I love being able to write stuff down like this. N say "there ya go, what dya think" dont really know why but I guess I love telling people what I do and hopefully make em laugh while doing it.
This was written with the mother of all hangovers in my head so bear with me hehe.
Anyways its almost 6 o clock better get outa bed haha (me = lazy)
talk to ye again
Cian
Why I hear you ask, well the weather was awesome yesterday, as in so good I think somebody moved the country south a few thousand miles. But anyway a few of my friends rang me during work and asked if I'd like to for a barbeque at one of their gafs. Even though I knew I'd be wrecked I was like ya sure. So I was buying beer for that anyway on the way home. I was in a really weird mood, wrecked because I hadnt had sleep in ages and excited cos I was going out otp (on the piss).
So anyway got home, changed and out the gap. There was only a few of us there at first but a few more people turned up and things started getting lively. I really dont know why the lads wanted a bbq as they cant cook for fuck. I actually had dinner in work and was sooo thankfull that I wasnt relying on the BSE burgers the lads were attempting to cook.
Before they started cooking they had to get a fire going, which needs fuel (not petrol now ffs) which means chopping wood n getting coal n all that. But whats a bad idea giving a fella thats drinking an axe. One of the lads who had turned up only about five minutes earlier was lucky he didnt lop his fucking hand off... Yes he was a complete pilloc and was holding the wood with his left hand while chopping with his right. I told my mum earlier she was like :o , was pissing myself laughing while doing it too. You had to be there there was blood pissing outta his hand but he was just screaming and calling himself a moron so we knew he was ok he just needed stitches. Two hours later he came back from A n E n proceded to get locked over the next few hours.
Anyways after that some food and a load of beers we were upstairs in yer mans room its big and has a pool table :D we were blaring music, talkin shite and all that. When yer man comes up with an ice cold litre of vodka and a few cans of redbull. I didnt really want to drink vodka I was half cut already and cos I was tired I though it would fuck me up. He handed me a glass saying participation wasnt optional, shut up and drink. I did a quick mental check in my mind as in going "Can you handle this to my body" which replied "CHUG CHUG CHUG" so I drank up hehe. Was glad I did too cos it was epic fun.
We were all wankerred at this stage n having a great time. Well I was anyway n all the lads seemed to enjoy it too. What was good was I soent most of the time doing what I love laughing my fucking hole off, then doing something stupid to make people laugh, then laughing at myself =D
All in all a good night spent in the company of a pack of morons just after getting their summer holidays :) and enjoying life. I love my friends to pieces I really do its nights like that make living life which can be pretty shit at times bearable. Atm my life is awesome on the scale of awesomeness.
Thanks to anybody reading my blog, people who have subbed n people who are trying to get me more readers :) I love being able to write stuff down like this. N say "there ya go, what dya think" dont really know why but I guess I love telling people what I do and hopefully make em laugh while doing it.
This was written with the mother of all hangovers in my head so bear with me hehe.
Anyways its almost 6 o clock better get outa bed haha (me = lazy)
talk to ye again
Cian
Friday, May 29, 2009
Work
Its quarter past one in the morning and I have work in a few hours. Man work is gonna fuck me up, I'l come out like a zombie. Gotta say though I am looking forward to going back if anything it'l sort out my fucked up internal clock haha.
A buddy of mine is having a party tomorrow too I'm gonna go I'l probably be half comatosed hehe, but I'l get too meet a few friends that I havent seen in a while so how bad like.
I would dearly love to tell ye about where I work but I'm not supposed to talk about it. Plus I'd be as good as killing what annonimity I have and we cant be having that now can we ;D
Thats me done for now
Talk to ye again soon =D
Cian
A buddy of mine is having a party tomorrow too I'm gonna go I'l probably be half comatosed hehe, but I'l get too meet a few friends that I havent seen in a while so how bad like.
I would dearly love to tell ye about where I work but I'm not supposed to talk about it. Plus I'd be as good as killing what annonimity I have and we cant be having that now can we ;D
Thats me done for now
Talk to ye again soon =D
Cian
Thursday, May 28, 2009
SHITE
the suns coming up now, man my internal clock is fucked <.<
useless piece of shit >.<
*takes out clock smashes it off the table*
still fucked :(
useless piece of shit >.<
*takes out clock smashes it off the table*
still fucked :(
A little more about me
Hey all know a couple of you are having a bad time atm :( much hugs to help ya get past your troubles *hugs* :)
I realised I havent told ye a whole lot about me so here goes
I love animals, I am the proud owner of a huuge dog. Who is so big that when she sits down she's actually looking right into your dinner plate haha, good as gold though and she's very affectionate n luvs cuddles too =D can go absolutly mental though when ya come home. Her usual greeting is coming down the hall like a polaris missile on speed and raming into your legs and then she squeaks and whines like a mad thing haha. Ignoring her is the last thing that you want to do hehe it'l only make her worse.
Dont do drugs, never have never will.
I'm rather destructive, when I was a kid I used to take these really crappy tiny metal cars into the garage and beat the absolute crap outta then with a hammer. My mum saw me doing it before and was like o.o " What the fuck is wrong with you? " still dont really have an ansewer for that one haha.
I have unreal parents, Mum's a bit mad at times haha n my Dad is still basicly a child, complete messer ya know.
I have 2 brothers both older than me, they're great. Two of the best people I know and I would follow them to hell and back if I had too.
As you may already know I'm a bit of a nerd, I dont fit the standard profile of one hehe. I have been gaming for three quarters of my life and once I started I knew I found the thing for me. Love warhammer, stargeate, star trek, star wars, sci fi and fiction books.
I have a big bunch of friends that I've known since I was a kid who are great dont know where I'd be without them.
I'm rather shy at times, which is why I havent talked to any of ye on msn yet. Give me time ya never know ;D
I have very short temper 99% of the time.
I have done things in my life that I'm not proud of.
I generally think I'm a good person though.
I love laughing myself stupid, and love making other people laugh too.
I'm generally a happy person although like everyone I do have bad moments and like a moron generally never seek any help from any of my friends to help deal with any of them. I know they would help too but I dont like being vulnerable.
I have never got an A in a test in school or college :(
I believe that maths was made by the devil to torture people like me.
Study :\ generally I suck at it :(
I count myself very lucky to be where I am at the moment, working and in college ( well not right now =P ) as last year was a completely different story. I even remember one of my friends saying "Your after starting a new chapter in your life now arent you" If only he knew I mean really, I was in a bad place last year and I knew my mum and dad were worried about me. I came close to getting chucked out of my house, which wouldn't have been good at all. It was just a bad time in my life though I have had worse.
I hate to see people upset and generally make a complete arse out of myself whenever I try to help them, ya know making absolutely no sense at all and getting the o.o bug eyes back. Which does sorta help them I suppose as it generally makes tham laugh which is good :) at my expense though haha.
Im rather bad at explaining things sometimes (^^,) hope that doesnt effect my blogging :\
I love smiley faces =D and have even put them into emails to some of my lecturers and almost put one into a report to one of my lecturers who I could only describe as a thundercunt -.- needless to say she would have fucked me up if I had left it in.
I love reading in bed.
I can hold extreeme hatred for people at times, intense like O.O but over a short time this will fade.
I have often wonderred what does my future hold for me, if I could know I probably would. I'd like to be one step ahead of the game... ie: knowing lottery numbers, who wins what that sorta stuff ya know =P
There are times I have thought that I would be capeable of great evil, but I sorta realised I wouldn't because I stepped on a snail the other day and went :(
I talk to myself alot.
I dont know why people come on holiday to Ireland really I dont.
I do like being Irish though :)
My favorite colour is green.
I like techno electroica n all that type of music the most. I do listen to most types though, I'd describe it as I wouldn't turn it off if it came on the radio as I generally dont mind what I listen too. I dont like it when wankbots change away from songs I like at freegafs ( house parties ) it makes me want to injure them.
I have been asked " Hey do you know where we can find any leprachauns? " O.O yes little green men live on this island and keep hoards of gold in little pots at the end of rainbows <.< yes we as a species are FUCKED !_!
I hate proof reading btw so ya better facking enjoy this >.< and if I did miss anything mention it and die slowly -.-
hmmm I guess thats enough for now. To all of my new followers hello there :) hope ye enjoy my blog.
Once again to everbody having a rough time :( I wish I could help. Hopefully I gave you a chuckle or two :)
anyways thats me done
gluck =]
Cian
I realised I havent told ye a whole lot about me so here goes
I love animals, I am the proud owner of a huuge dog. Who is so big that when she sits down she's actually looking right into your dinner plate haha, good as gold though and she's very affectionate n luvs cuddles too =D can go absolutly mental though when ya come home. Her usual greeting is coming down the hall like a polaris missile on speed and raming into your legs and then she squeaks and whines like a mad thing haha. Ignoring her is the last thing that you want to do hehe it'l only make her worse.
Dont do drugs, never have never will.
I'm rather destructive, when I was a kid I used to take these really crappy tiny metal cars into the garage and beat the absolute crap outta then with a hammer. My mum saw me doing it before and was like o.o " What the fuck is wrong with you? " still dont really have an ansewer for that one haha.
I have unreal parents, Mum's a bit mad at times haha n my Dad is still basicly a child, complete messer ya know.
I have 2 brothers both older than me, they're great. Two of the best people I know and I would follow them to hell and back if I had too.
As you may already know I'm a bit of a nerd, I dont fit the standard profile of one hehe. I have been gaming for three quarters of my life and once I started I knew I found the thing for me. Love warhammer, stargeate, star trek, star wars, sci fi and fiction books.
I have a big bunch of friends that I've known since I was a kid who are great dont know where I'd be without them.
I'm rather shy at times, which is why I havent talked to any of ye on msn yet. Give me time ya never know ;D
I have very short temper 99% of the time.
I have done things in my life that I'm not proud of.
I generally think I'm a good person though.
I love laughing myself stupid, and love making other people laugh too.
I'm generally a happy person although like everyone I do have bad moments and like a moron generally never seek any help from any of my friends to help deal with any of them. I know they would help too but I dont like being vulnerable.
I have never got an A in a test in school or college :(
I believe that maths was made by the devil to torture people like me.
Study :\ generally I suck at it :(
I count myself very lucky to be where I am at the moment, working and in college ( well not right now =P ) as last year was a completely different story. I even remember one of my friends saying "Your after starting a new chapter in your life now arent you" If only he knew I mean really, I was in a bad place last year and I knew my mum and dad were worried about me. I came close to getting chucked out of my house, which wouldn't have been good at all. It was just a bad time in my life though I have had worse.
I hate to see people upset and generally make a complete arse out of myself whenever I try to help them, ya know making absolutely no sense at all and getting the o.o bug eyes back. Which does sorta help them I suppose as it generally makes tham laugh which is good :) at my expense though haha.
Im rather bad at explaining things sometimes (^^,) hope that doesnt effect my blogging :\
I love smiley faces =D and have even put them into emails to some of my lecturers and almost put one into a report to one of my lecturers who I could only describe as a thundercunt -.- needless to say she would have fucked me up if I had left it in.
I love reading in bed.
I can hold extreeme hatred for people at times, intense like O.O but over a short time this will fade.
I have often wonderred what does my future hold for me, if I could know I probably would. I'd like to be one step ahead of the game... ie: knowing lottery numbers, who wins what that sorta stuff ya know =P
There are times I have thought that I would be capeable of great evil, but I sorta realised I wouldn't because I stepped on a snail the other day and went :(
I talk to myself alot.
I dont know why people come on holiday to Ireland really I dont.
I do like being Irish though :)
My favorite colour is green.
I like techno electroica n all that type of music the most. I do listen to most types though, I'd describe it as I wouldn't turn it off if it came on the radio as I generally dont mind what I listen too. I dont like it when wankbots change away from songs I like at freegafs ( house parties ) it makes me want to injure them.
I have been asked " Hey do you know where we can find any leprachauns? " O.O yes little green men live on this island and keep hoards of gold in little pots at the end of rainbows <.< yes we as a species are FUCKED !_!
I hate proof reading btw so ya better facking enjoy this >.< and if I did miss anything mention it and die slowly -.-
hmmm I guess thats enough for now. To all of my new followers hello there :) hope ye enjoy my blog.
Once again to everbody having a rough time :( I wish I could help. Hopefully I gave you a chuckle or two :)
anyways thats me done
gluck =]
Cian
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
ZZZZZZZZ
Bored :(
Tried to watch the new terminator movie online, but it was filmed by some fuck tard with a video camera. Which was crap the sound was shite, the image quality was shite too.
Need to sort out some stuff
1. Credit Card, I'm working and dont have one, cos my bank are a shower of wankers
2. Some new clothes, summer and I have a bit of cash so why not like =P
3. Computer, still havent even ordered my new comp so its now gona be a week minimum before I get it
4. Theres probably some other stuff I need to put on here and my minds gone blank argh >.<
I also dont know which blog to read now, theres millions of them <.<
Oh btw did anyone see k's post possibly the worst news Ive heard in a long time :(
Tried to watch the new terminator movie online, but it was filmed by some fuck tard with a video camera. Which was crap the sound was shite, the image quality was shite too.
Need to sort out some stuff
1. Credit Card, I'm working and dont have one, cos my bank are a shower of wankers
2. Some new clothes, summer and I have a bit of cash so why not like =P
3. Computer, still havent even ordered my new comp so its now gona be a week minimum before I get it
4. Theres probably some other stuff I need to put on here and my minds gone blank argh >.<
I also dont know which blog to read now, theres millions of them <.<
Oh btw did anyone see k's post possibly the worst news Ive heard in a long time :(
A bit more on last nite
Well I'm sitting around with fuck all to do so I might aswell talk a wee bit more and bore ye to death :D The club was great (probably the 50th time I have said that now) but the dj was rubbish at times. The way they make their own mixes of songs can sometimes piss me off, they were simply horendous I mean just no like.
On the dance floor at one point I remember just stopping and going O.o the fuck is he trying to mix those two songs for? Has he lost his mind? Actually saying that now I'm listening to some tripe on youtube haha. Dont mind tho, just glad I didnt pay for it ;D
Oh the bouncers in there were fucking huge bastards, like stop and stare big most of them so I was on my best behaviour. Blue shirts with STAFF on the back of them haha bad ass. I was going to the smoking area and I saw them man handling a guy and firing him out the door, n then they went back on 'patrol' basicly looking for somebody else to fuck up.
We were sitting down for a while but we would of course have to get seats right under a speaker the size of a family car. The fucking thing was soo loud, I mean my ears O.O shit thought they were going to explode. One of the lads in the class that I thought would be a good laugh to go out on the piss with ended up getting himself into some form of depression and staring at his phone all night, ya know girlfried troubles and all that as in he wants one and doesnt have one. Poor guy :(
God still feel rough tho, 4 o clock and I still havent eaten anything, can happen sometimes yer stomach is still going 'OW OW OW' from the night before. And we're out of my usual cure for it... NO SOUP :<
Anyways enough about that I'm sure ye dont really care haha.
Hmm most of my friends will be finishing up in the next day or so I'l more than likely have to on the raz again. God Iv'e a hard life dont I =D
I'l probably be reading a good few blogs today so I'l talk to ye laters :)
Cian
On the dance floor at one point I remember just stopping and going O.o the fuck is he trying to mix those two songs for? Has he lost his mind? Actually saying that now I'm listening to some tripe on youtube haha. Dont mind tho, just glad I didnt pay for it ;D
Oh the bouncers in there were fucking huge bastards, like stop and stare big most of them so I was on my best behaviour. Blue shirts with STAFF on the back of them haha bad ass. I was going to the smoking area and I saw them man handling a guy and firing him out the door, n then they went back on 'patrol' basicly looking for somebody else to fuck up.
We were sitting down for a while but we would of course have to get seats right under a speaker the size of a family car. The fucking thing was soo loud, I mean my ears O.O shit thought they were going to explode. One of the lads in the class that I thought would be a good laugh to go out on the piss with ended up getting himself into some form of depression and staring at his phone all night, ya know girlfried troubles and all that as in he wants one and doesnt have one. Poor guy :(
God still feel rough tho, 4 o clock and I still havent eaten anything, can happen sometimes yer stomach is still going 'OW OW OW' from the night before. And we're out of my usual cure for it... NO SOUP :<
Anyways enough about that I'm sure ye dont really care haha.
Hmm most of my friends will be finishing up in the next day or so I'l more than likely have to on the raz again. God Iv'e a hard life dont I =D
I'l probably be reading a good few blogs today so I'l talk to ye laters :)
Cian
Hangovers = BAD
Right well erm hi I guess hehe =P oh and I hate hangovers >.<>
Oh man last nite was great got smashed first of all haha n was my first time out clubbing with guys from my class too. I have been out to the pub with them n stuff but I generally dont really like town, and tbh I dont really know why O.o I mean I had a laugh, got pissed, got take away after what more do you want? But meh I'l probably tell ye bout that some other time.
On to last nite
So got dropped out to student accomodation ( I'm living about 15 mins away from college so get to stay home and be well fed :) ) and went up to one of the lads places. A few people who I didnt know we're there n usually I'm rubbish at talking to randomers but as you can probably see I was in a rather good mood yesterday so making sense wasnt high on my list of priorities so I was going like a moped for a while haha.
What did kinda fuck me off was the fact that we were meant to be going down to the pub at 8, I didnt have any alcohol in me yet and didnt buy any as I thought we were going down to the pub. But oh did the girls have better ideas or what.... lets spend an hour and a half dicking around with our hair like the hooting dickholes we are. So i the end we got down to the pub at 5 to fucking 10 :(
I mean get fucked like. Pack of wankers wasting so much fucking time, thats probably the best thing about being male... we dont fuck about when getting ready for things like that. We have the 3 S's shit, shower, shave and out the door =D Most people will do more than that ya know brushing teeth n some other stuff but that would fuck up the whole s thing we have going on :)
Wasnt too bad tho, pub was nice if a little coverred in beer. Some of the people in there were fucking wasted already which I thought was kinda funny. One fella did the usual and tried to sit the wrong way on a chair fell off, landed on his ass, sent a nearby table coverred in drinks flying and told the guys who's drinks he'd knocked to go fuck themselves ( probably a bit a dick ya know ) so anyway we were sitting in the pu having a couple of drinks talking away. And I asked one of the lads " whats the story with *a guy in my class* is he gay or what? " see I had heard them talking to him bout it n all that but I never really believed it because well he doesnt really seem to fit the profile of one, if you saw him you would think the exact same thing too believe me.
The guy I asked turned n looked at me O.o "you dont know? "
"Na I'm asking for the laugh, what the fuck do you think"
"Fair enough haha, ya he is came out ages ago even got a boyfriend and everything"
By this stage I couldnt believe what I was hearing and my eyes were like O.O I had known him for a year and never thought about it, I had even heard him having the piss taken outta him ( nothing bad now, these people are actually his friends ) and him giving as good as he got. Still I didnt suspect a fucking thing haha. Guess I just dont really care one way or the other.
Got a bus organised for us by the student union ( awww arent they great ) only problem now was you had 60 very wasted 18 - 20 year old morins in a very small space. The noise on the bus was unreal they were chanting and beating the shit outta the roof of the bus ( wasted like I said ) even some of the ladies were at it too haha. Got into town anyway with my ears about to start bleeding from that pack of crazies.
Went into the club which was huge btw and just set about doing the normal club things drinking talking checking out a few people. For the first time in ages I wasnt looking at guys actually cos some of the girls in there were fucking roasting hot I mean D: ya should have seen them. Wasnt actually lookin for a score tho wasnt really in the mood for chasing somebody all night ya know.
So all in all a good night. I was able to find my way home after the taxi dropped me off haha, love walking home through my park when I'm drunk so I usually get dropped off outside it on the main road. I'm probably gona forget something so if I think of any more things to add I'll chuck em into a second post
Anyway I'l make a second post about this as theres a few things I left out. Dont wana be here all morning told my buddy I'd call over to his house in a while.
oh and to quote Mel Gibson " FREEEEEEEEEEEEDOM " and I'm loving every second of it.
There's probably half a zillion typo's in that but I really couldnt be botherred reading over it all again
Gluck anyways gotta run :)
Cian
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGE
btw rage is another way of saying LETS GO FUCKING MENTAL =D scoffing down my dinner n have to go n have a wash and then its off to the the pub for a few scoops with the class. Cant wait woot woot !!!!
Cant wait :) oh and it feeeeels unreal to be off... finally *gasps*
see ye round anyway
Cian
Cant wait :) oh and it feeeeels unreal to be off... finally *gasps*
see ye round anyway
Cian
Monday, May 25, 2009
Countdown
Right as I type it is 19:38 which means my final exam is almost here :o to tell the truth I'm not all that worried about it anymore I'm fucking buzzing right now, I just cant wait to finish =] and I know when it does the planets can re-align and I can get back to being regular me ( ie playing computer games and wasting my own time) as I wont be distracted by going FACK TEST : \
I feel fucked up at the same time tho as I havent played any form of computer game in days, I'm doing it to myself as I get rather distracted if I get into them haha.
The test is on a bit too early for my taste tho half one :( so I have to be woken up really really early and then have to get a lift there from some one else. Which is a massive pain once again because it is so early :( well... really its because there is a mandatory piss up after with the class that I dont intend on missing and I know I'm gonna be knackerred for it. All that aside I do intend to get wasted tho =D
So if you get a blog from me tomorrow, expect it to be the mad and insane ramblings of a man drunk on freedom. Tomorrow I shall be free for three months... and I'm gonna go apeshit when I get it >:)
I feel fucked up at the same time tho as I havent played any form of computer game in days, I'm doing it to myself as I get rather distracted if I get into them haha.
The test is on a bit too early for my taste tho half one :( so I have to be woken up really really early and then have to get a lift there from some one else. Which is a massive pain once again because it is so early :( well... really its because there is a mandatory piss up after with the class that I dont intend on missing and I know I'm gonna be knackerred for it. All that aside I do intend to get wasted tho =D
So if you get a blog from me tomorrow, expect it to be the mad and insane ramblings of a man drunk on freedom. Tomorrow I shall be free for three months... and I'm gonna go apeshit when I get it >:)
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Gonna write this down so I dont forget
Been reading a few more random blogs and the one that I am currently following for the last 2 hours
It made me think of the way I warm to people and what make me go oh I like that. I'm gonna write down what came to mind now cos its possibly the best explanation I have
I have a very wierd way of doing this, so bear with me here
Firstoff almost every single guy I have been with have been friends, good friends too. That was when I was alot younger than I am now. So that led to alot of confusion in my younger years <.< and it was always at the back of my mind
Girls well I have also been with a few of them and whats odd was that I did enjoy enjoy I mean I was like beaming after a few of them, ya should have seen me haha. One of the girls I knew really well and some of the others were just some random mauls in town which is alwasy great ya know, no questions asked see ya later business.
Another thing is every single girl that has ever been interested in me I have pretty much ran away from. Some just co I wanted to puke on them pure manky ones brrr, some of the others though I really dont know why I didnt take them up on it.
Then we come to what happens when I get an enfatuation with a girl, I mean like bad. Had one before when I was younger. I practically worshipped the ground she walked on but when I realised she wasnt interested I was devastated like proper "ah fuck that, fuck this, in fact fuck the whole lot of em... " slight over reaction on my part =D
Guys then well that was tucked away after my last few things had finished up. Went to town with a few friends sometime in the recent past. Went into a place that has a gay club downstairs and a themed club upstairs. As they are the only busy ones the day we went in.
(By the way I was like O.O they're doing it in the street 2 guys O.O I cant fucking believe it. Was just a bit of a shcok as it was the first time I had seen it)
Both are under totally different management but are in the same large building so its really simple for people to move between them. Was in the smoking area upstairs, when some guy walks up and starts talking to me. Being a polite person I was talking back and didnt really think much of it until he gropped me.. where isnt important. But he did and left his hand there too thinking he had just found someone for the night, and do you want to know what my reaction was...
I stared at him put on my evil eyes o.o and said "Take that fucking hand off me before I break your arm" He backed off apologised and left. Why I did that I have no idea as that was the first time somebody who wasnt a friend had shown any interest in me and I basicly told him to go fuck himself.
I do fancy quite a few guys and he didnt look all that bad either, its just I think I wasn't prepared for it, if one the guys I fancy did that I'd have dived on him =D but because I didnt know who he was I once again like I have always done when it comes to things like this
RAN with my tail between my legs. Well I didnt do the running but you get the general idea.
So anyway that another revelation for me :D
tell me what ye think about it
Bye
It made me think of the way I warm to people and what make me go oh I like that. I'm gonna write down what came to mind now cos its possibly the best explanation I have
I have a very wierd way of doing this, so bear with me here
Firstoff almost every single guy I have been with have been friends, good friends too. That was when I was alot younger than I am now. So that led to alot of confusion in my younger years <.< and it was always at the back of my mind
Girls well I have also been with a few of them and whats odd was that I did enjoy enjoy I mean I was like beaming after a few of them, ya should have seen me haha. One of the girls I knew really well and some of the others were just some random mauls in town which is alwasy great ya know, no questions asked see ya later business.
Another thing is every single girl that has ever been interested in me I have pretty much ran away from. Some just co I wanted to puke on them pure manky ones brrr, some of the others though I really dont know why I didnt take them up on it.
Then we come to what happens when I get an enfatuation with a girl, I mean like bad. Had one before when I was younger. I practically worshipped the ground she walked on but when I realised she wasnt interested I was devastated like proper "ah fuck that, fuck this, in fact fuck the whole lot of em... " slight over reaction on my part =D
Guys then well that was tucked away after my last few things had finished up. Went to town with a few friends sometime in the recent past. Went into a place that has a gay club downstairs and a themed club upstairs. As they are the only busy ones the day we went in.
(By the way I was like O.O they're doing it in the street 2 guys O.O I cant fucking believe it. Was just a bit of a shcok as it was the first time I had seen it)
Both are under totally different management but are in the same large building so its really simple for people to move between them. Was in the smoking area upstairs, when some guy walks up and starts talking to me. Being a polite person I was talking back and didnt really think much of it until he gropped me.. where isnt important. But he did and left his hand there too thinking he had just found someone for the night, and do you want to know what my reaction was...
I stared at him put on my evil eyes o.o and said "Take that fucking hand off me before I break your arm" He backed off apologised and left. Why I did that I have no idea as that was the first time somebody who wasnt a friend had shown any interest in me and I basicly told him to go fuck himself.
I do fancy quite a few guys and he didnt look all that bad either, its just I think I wasn't prepared for it, if one the guys I fancy did that I'd have dived on him =D but because I didnt know who he was I once again like I have always done when it comes to things like this
RAN with my tail between my legs. Well I didnt do the running but you get the general idea.
So anyway that another revelation for me :D
tell me what ye think about it
Bye
Some random facts
I'm 5'10 or 5'11 ish. Didnt have a measuring tape handy ya know.
Slimish build, even tho I'm in no way an athlete haha
Bi, my head still goes " What the FUCK are you doing writing that down for you moron?" whenever I write that. It is getting easier tho which is good
Usually I have really short hair but some times I let it go wild (^^,) generally its a darkish brownish colour not too sure really
Lazy as sin, seriously you have to see it to belive it, for example today I got up at 4pm... and ya know whats even better I dont care :D
You may have noticed that I like sleeping in... so I hate getting up early for anything. Which is still why I think I didnt enjoy school a whole lot cos its on early. School at 6 pm FTW!!!!
Definatly a night person
I drink, well I could hardly call myself Irish if I didnt ya know =P not all the time and most of the times not even every week
I also smoke :( alot too and its only getting worse :(( started when I was about 14 or 15 so have been at it for a good bit, if I was asked now why I started I wouldnt actually be able to give an ansewer. Because I dont really know why I did
I'm very superstitious
I absolutly hate to fail at anything, give myself a very hard time if I do :( thats another reason why I dont like sports I cant stand losing at them
I have a licencse for a biike but I dont drive, scared the absolute shit out of myself the first time I was on it. Nearly ploughed into the side of some bellend that didnt see me, when he did he stopped in the middle of the road (i was going neoowmm and he decided now would be a good time to turn to turn) O.O christ I thought I was dead lamped on the brakes and came to a stop about 3 feet away from the car. The whole time the mong was just looking at me after he made made as good a roadblock as is possible without actually meaning too
I really like swearing :D
Not a picky eater at all and keep myself well fed (most of the time) and generally eat all the right stuff too. When I have tests I tend to get worried :( and cant stomach a fraction of what I would normally eat
I love really really bad jokes. Ya know the type of ones that make you go *groan* heres a few of em to finsih up
Q
How did Noah drive his arc at night?
A
He used floodlights of course... oh god <.<
Q
What do you get from scared cows?
A
Milkshakes....
Q
Ya know the way you need a Visa to enter a country? Could ya not just hand them a mastercard instead..... there is truly no saving me >:)
feel free to comment and I would like to thank matt for adding me too :) and Bob for emailing me with a few pointers :)
till the next time
Cian
Slimish build, even tho I'm in no way an athlete haha
Bi, my head still goes " What the FUCK are you doing writing that down for you moron?" whenever I write that. It is getting easier tho which is good
Usually I have really short hair but some times I let it go wild (^^,) generally its a darkish brownish colour not too sure really
Lazy as sin, seriously you have to see it to belive it, for example today I got up at 4pm... and ya know whats even better I dont care :D
You may have noticed that I like sleeping in... so I hate getting up early for anything. Which is still why I think I didnt enjoy school a whole lot cos its on early. School at 6 pm FTW!!!!
Definatly a night person
I drink, well I could hardly call myself Irish if I didnt ya know =P not all the time and most of the times not even every week
I also smoke :( alot too and its only getting worse :(( started when I was about 14 or 15 so have been at it for a good bit, if I was asked now why I started I wouldnt actually be able to give an ansewer. Because I dont really know why I did
I'm very superstitious
I absolutly hate to fail at anything, give myself a very hard time if I do :( thats another reason why I dont like sports I cant stand losing at them
I have a licencse for a biike but I dont drive, scared the absolute shit out of myself the first time I was on it. Nearly ploughed into the side of some bellend that didnt see me, when he did he stopped in the middle of the road (i was going neoowmm and he decided now would be a good time to turn to turn) O.O christ I thought I was dead lamped on the brakes and came to a stop about 3 feet away from the car. The whole time the mong was just looking at me after he made made as good a roadblock as is possible without actually meaning too
I really like swearing :D
Not a picky eater at all and keep myself well fed (most of the time) and generally eat all the right stuff too. When I have tests I tend to get worried :( and cant stomach a fraction of what I would normally eat
I love really really bad jokes. Ya know the type of ones that make you go *groan* heres a few of em to finsih up
Q
How did Noah drive his arc at night?
A
He used floodlights of course... oh god <.<
Q
What do you get from scared cows?
A
Milkshakes....
Q
Ya know the way you need a Visa to enter a country? Could ya not just hand them a mastercard instead..... there is truly no saving me >:)
feel free to comment and I would like to thank matt for adding me too :) and Bob for emailing me with a few pointers :)
till the next time
Cian
thoughts
Well the test is almost here but I'm feeling more confident about it now, decided to bite the bullet stop complaining and search through the notes... haha which may seem and obvious thing to do but if I dont find something fast I tend to throw my hands up in the air and go "ah F**k it its hopeless.... Im doomed"
Well spent a few hours doing study over the last few days and have most of the important parts done which has done wonders for my mental state :D I tend to get really worried about exams which is understandable. I just tend to let my thoughts gnaw at my brain alot more than most hehe =P
I'l add some random facts later on
and start linking to more blogs and editing my profile as I find out how to do it
bye for now
Cian
Well spent a few hours doing study over the last few days and have most of the important parts done which has done wonders for my mental state :D I tend to get really worried about exams which is understandable. I just tend to let my thoughts gnaw at my brain alot more than most hehe =P
I'l add some random facts later on
and start linking to more blogs and editing my profile as I find out how to do it
bye for now
Cian
Saturday, May 23, 2009
Mothers <.<
I think everybody knows what I'm going to say haha, christ ya cant fault them for trying tho really can you? Why did I bring this up? I'l tell ya then.
Being having a real fun time trying to get to sleep at proper times lately so my mum decided to wake me up with a cup of tea at one o clock ( sure god love her ;D ) to make sure that I dont sleep in and all that. However after a while I got onto talking about college and how I think I'm more than likely going to fail one of the modules that I have, not a really hard one more epic lazyness on my part. But still the notes that we have for it arent great either and in fairness to the lecturer he did give us tutorial sheets, but as we were spoiled by one of the other lecturers and given solutions to these tutorials, me being a mong got to wondering why the other lecturer didnt give us them :( which got me rather annoyed n I told my mum this morning ( well it was morning to me anyway ) which then led to an argument about how her and my dad were worried about me.
I really couldnt believe what she was sayig as what I'm doing now is a million times better than last year ya know the whole working and in college thing. Last year I was in college for 3 months and dropped out cos I didnt really like it. Was doing something with computing and didnt know that I was getting my self in for getting skull fucked by maths so I promptly ran away as fast as I could haha. After I completed the course withdrawel papers I felt rather good :) as I was supposed to have had a job lined up but as with most things in life it wasnt for definate. See I had worked for that company before and they said after christmas was done they would have space for me, turns out they didnt. So I spent nine months, NINE months doing absolutley nothing. Yes I am a lazy bastard but even nine months was a bit too much for me and when I got offered a job where my dad works I was in there like a lightning bolt.
But after a while they were really worried bout me which is understandable but I was ok for the most part anyway, was kinda degrading when your friends are taking he piss outta ya but now I can do it to them as they are the ones that will soon be unemployed mwahahaha !!
So now she's at it again <.< "Im'm worried about you"
.... "Huh WHY?"
"I dont know really"
" What more can I do like? I mean I'm working and I'm in college! "
and eh it all kinda went downhill from there. Still there probably is something up with me that I dont want to admit to myself which is why I'm writin this blog in the first place....
To those of you who are interested my actual name is Cian, Key is just a shorthand form of it :)
laters
Cian
Being having a real fun time trying to get to sleep at proper times lately so my mum decided to wake me up with a cup of tea at one o clock ( sure god love her ;D ) to make sure that I dont sleep in and all that. However after a while I got onto talking about college and how I think I'm more than likely going to fail one of the modules that I have, not a really hard one more epic lazyness on my part. But still the notes that we have for it arent great either and in fairness to the lecturer he did give us tutorial sheets, but as we were spoiled by one of the other lecturers and given solutions to these tutorials, me being a mong got to wondering why the other lecturer didnt give us them :( which got me rather annoyed n I told my mum this morning ( well it was morning to me anyway ) which then led to an argument about how her and my dad were worried about me.
I really couldnt believe what she was sayig as what I'm doing now is a million times better than last year ya know the whole working and in college thing. Last year I was in college for 3 months and dropped out cos I didnt really like it. Was doing something with computing and didnt know that I was getting my self in for getting skull fucked by maths so I promptly ran away as fast as I could haha. After I completed the course withdrawel papers I felt rather good :) as I was supposed to have had a job lined up but as with most things in life it wasnt for definate. See I had worked for that company before and they said after christmas was done they would have space for me, turns out they didnt. So I spent nine months, NINE months doing absolutley nothing. Yes I am a lazy bastard but even nine months was a bit too much for me and when I got offered a job where my dad works I was in there like a lightning bolt.
But after a while they were really worried bout me which is understandable but I was ok for the most part anyway, was kinda degrading when your friends are taking he piss outta ya but now I can do it to them as they are the ones that will soon be unemployed mwahahaha !!
So now she's at it again <.< "Im'm worried about you"
.... "Huh WHY?"
"I dont know really"
" What more can I do like? I mean I'm working and I'm in college! "
and eh it all kinda went downhill from there. Still there probably is something up with me that I dont want to admit to myself which is why I'm writin this blog in the first place....
To those of you who are interested my actual name is Cian, Key is just a shorthand form of it :)
laters
Cian
Friday, May 22, 2009
The weaher and some other stuff
Here does anyone know what the zonk is up with the weaher atm? I mean its gone mad, today i went from a nice morning to pissing rain in the evening, with a bastard of a wind too .... riight now I dont really mind all that much ya know tests and all that. But we havent had a proper summer in ages. Remember what that was like???? No...... <.< grrrr I usually dont mind bad weather (in winter anyway) as long as there is some form of summer to ya know balance th whole thing out, but its kinda taking the piss now. I know Ireland is famous for having bad weather but can we just have a little sun please =[
Pulled an all nighter trying to sort out my internal clock, cos getting woken up by my dad when he comes home from work at 6pm is not good at all haha. Went to bed at 11 cos I was wrecked got about 3 hours sleep and now here I am wide awake again -.-
Oh I almost forgot :) I'm gonna be buying a mega computer once I finsih college, spending about 1800 quid on one I built myslef. In short its gonna eat my old computer alive hehe.
bye for now
Cian
Pulled an all nighter trying to sort out my internal clock, cos getting woken up by my dad when he comes home from work at 6pm is not good at all haha. Went to bed at 11 cos I was wrecked got about 3 hours sleep and now here I am wide awake again -.-
Oh I almost forgot :) I'm gonna be buying a mega computer once I finsih college, spending about 1800 quid on one I built myslef. In short its gonna eat my old computer alive hehe.
bye for now
Cian
O.O
Got a test on Tuesday n started studying there.... well trying to anyway. I'm just after realising how doomed I am :<
I want to get somebody else to go in and do it ya know =P but because the world is evil I have to go in and do it myslef.
I'm impatient too I commented K bout 5 mins ago trying to talk to more people ya know, cos if I'm writting this blog and nobodies paying attention it is a very big fail (^^,) cant wait to hear from you guys and I'l add the rest of yere ( mostly the people on K's page ) blogs as I read them and get up to date on whats going on.
Due to time zone differences I'l have to wait for about 10 years to hear form ye, hope ye find my stuff interesting n funny too. Got a good few laughs off the stuff Ive read so far :)
I'l comment some more people and hopefully my blog will take off.
looking forward to hearing from ye :)
Key
I want to get somebody else to go in and do it ya know =P but because the world is evil I have to go in and do it myslef.
I'm impatient too I commented K bout 5 mins ago trying to talk to more people ya know, cos if I'm writting this blog and nobodies paying attention it is a very big fail (^^,) cant wait to hear from you guys and I'l add the rest of yere ( mostly the people on K's page ) blogs as I read them and get up to date on whats going on.
Due to time zone differences I'l have to wait for about 10 years to hear form ye, hope ye find my stuff interesting n funny too. Got a good few laughs off the stuff Ive read so far :)
I'l comment some more people and hopefully my blog will take off.
looking forward to hearing from ye :)
Key
Hi
Hey ppl,
just decided to set up a blog there after spending most of last night and today reading several blogs. Seemed like a good place to come and show my thoughts about the world and whats going on in my life.....
oh and btw is it just me or are those letters you have to enter at the set up phase insanely hard or is it just me???? I had to re-neter mine about 6 times (^^,)
pretty busy atm but my blogs will pick up once I finish col which is next tuesday and I cant wait :D
See ye all soon
just decided to set up a blog there after spending most of last night and today reading several blogs. Seemed like a good place to come and show my thoughts about the world and whats going on in my life.....
oh and btw is it just me or are those letters you have to enter at the set up phase insanely hard or is it just me???? I had to re-neter mine about 6 times (^^,)
pretty busy atm but my blogs will pick up once I finish col which is next tuesday and I cant wait :D
See ye all soon
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